OMG THIS IS SOOO FREAKING UNBELIEVABLE.. I APPEARED ON THE KOREAN NEWS ABOUT JAY PARK FROM 2PM!! AT ABOUT 1:21. IM SOOO EMBARASSED RIGHT NOW AFTER SEEING MYSELF IN THAT NEWS. BUT I HOPE THAT JAY AND JYP HIMSELF CAN SEE THAT ALL THE FANS AROUND THE WORLD IS SUPPORTING JAY TO COMEBACK AND BECOME 2PM'S LEADER AGAIN. BUT THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I APPEAR ON THE NEWS NOT ABOUT BOWLING! AHHHHHHH!

SS501 fansigning event at One World, 1 Utama

SS501 fansigning event was not that good but okay la. the organizing was rather bad and some of them who bought their album couldnt get their signature. poor them. there were ALOOOOOOOTTT of fans queueing for the album. it was more than 2000 ppls i guess. damn alott of ppls man. but luckily my cousin, kak nora was there earlier and when i reached there she already bought the album. but then she said there are some of her friends that are queueing to get inside so i queued up with her friends. tasha, kak nauwar and some of her friends were queueing up behind. so i decided to buy all the albums for them so that they can get it.

all the album actually sold out after the seller sold the albums to the other few hundred fans behind us. and they were pretty upset. so when the fansigning started, all the fans who didnt get to buy their albums tried to squeeze in us to get inside but yeah they've been told after that they cant go in without the card detail information and the album. well, all of them were trying to push like mad when were queueing. they were sooooo many ppl i cant hardly breathe and im fasting so a bit tiring. and we can only get 1 member to sign on the album. sighhh

after about an hour i get to go in the fansigning room and i was soo surprised on how good looking and how pretty the boys were. damnn. alot of ppl were queueing to get leader hyun joong's signature (since he's famous with his yoon ji hoo character in boys over flower). the other members seems underrated though. not alot of ppl queued for youngsaeng that time which its a surprise. well i went to queue for baby hyung joon's signature and he looks so effin good seriously. when it was my turn, HE SMILED! AHHHHHH SOO CUTEE!! i said in korean "sign prettily okay? i waited so long." hahahah. he said yeahh sure. he signed his name and wrote "thank you!!" below it and drew a heart and a butterfly flying. OMGG BUTTERFLY! I FREAKING LOVE BUTTERFLY OKAY? I THINK EVERYONE KNOWS THAT IM A BUTTERFLY FREAK. AHHAHAHA. then i said thank you and quickly give him the gift that i prepared. i really hope he'll like it. he said thank you and when i wanna explain about my gift, the security ask me to leave already. sighhh. HE THEN WAVED AT ME AND SMILED. OMG STOPSTOP YOU'RE MAKING ME DROOL! :D

and okay, as i was actually trying to walk outside, there's this lady who organize the event asked me whether i already took their signature before i went out. i said "uhhh. no..not yet." she said OKAY YOU CAN GO AND QUEUE. HAHAHAH. I STARTED MY EVIL PLAN SO I WENT TO JUNGMIN SINCE HE'S LIKE THE FURTHEST AWAY FROM HYUNG JOON SO THAT THE STAFFS WONT RECOGNIZE ME ASKING FOR SIGNATURES AGAIN. HAHAHA. AND JUNGMIN IS LIKE MY FAVOURITE TOO! BOTH JUNGMIN AND HYUNGJOON ARE MY FAV ACTUALLY. SO I WENT TO QUEUE TO GET JUNGMIN'S SIGNATURE. I SAW THE MANAGER AGAIN BESIDE JUNGMIN AND THE MANAGER WAS ACTUALLY STANDING BESIDE HYUNGJOON JUST NOW WHEN HYUNGJOON WAS SIGNING MY ALBUM. SO I QUICKLY WEAR MY JACKET SO THAT THEY WONT RECOGNIZE ME THAT I TOOK ANOTHER SIGNATURE. HAHAHAHAHA I KNOW IM EVIL. LOL AND THE MANAGER LOOKS SOO FAMILIAR! HE WAS IN THE WAKING UP SHOW WITH SS501! HAHAHAH THE ALWAYS SLEEPING MANAGER.

JUNGMIN!! AHHHH SO FRIENDLY AND SOO PRETTY AND SOOO CUTE. HAHAHA. I SAID TO HIM THE SAME THING I SAID TO HYUNGJOON ASKING HIM TO SIGN PRETTILY. HE SAID NEE~~ I TOLD HIM THAT HE'S PRETTY AND HE LAUGHED AND SAID THANK YOU. HAHAHAHA. HE SAID SOMETHING TO ME IN KOREAN BUT I DIDNT REALLY HEARD WHAT HE SAID. I THINK HE WAS TALKING ABOUT MY BAG. AND MY DORKINESS STRIKES ME AGAIN, AFTER I SAID THAT HE'S PRETTY, I ASKED HIM IM PRETTY TOO RIGHT? OMG I CANT BELIEVE I ASKED HIM THAT AND HE SAID YEAHH AND HE SAID SOMETHING AGAIN WHICH I CANT REALLY HEAR HIM. SIGHHHH. AND I SHOWED HIM MY EYES WITH DOING LIKE THIS TO MY FACE WITH MY FINGERS O^O. AND HE WAS LIKE LAUGHING HAHAHA. SO I SHAKED HANDS WITH HIM AND A LIGHT HUG BEFORE I GO. OMG JUNGMIN DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU WERE MY FAV BEFORE I GOT INTRODUCED TO HYUNGJOON AND 2ONEDAY? YOU'LL STILL BE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE. :D

after a while i just realised that the signature is slowly going off! they actually signed the album with whiteboard marker!! wth?!?!? i was sooo pissed. then i saw SS501's manager talking to 2 of the fans so i went to them and asked him about the marker pen. the 2 fans were actually asking the same thing. he cant understand english at all. the 2 girls were trying to talk in korean but he couldnt understand so i tried to ask him and he said he will try to ask the people inside. i said that we will wait for him outside here. and he didnt comeback at all. maybe he had to help the boys to stop the fansigning since it was time to go already. sighh. that was when the fans that didnt get their signature were pissed so they went to the entrance door to see SS501. but then the security said SS501 left already so no use waiting for them. so alot of them went off and some of them tried to follow them to KLIA. i didnt go to KLIA since it'll be too late to see them.

and guess what, i buka puasa that time with only a kurma/date. -_- so i went to KFC and took away. poor me. lol. but hopefully SS501 will come back to malaysia for the asia tour concert. they said they will held a concert in malaysia on december. hopefully they'll confirm it soon and really come here again. they already knew that they've alottttttttttt of fans here in malaysia. SS501 fighting! :)

OKAY IM REPOSTING THE 1ST DAY I STALKED 2AM. OMG I HAVE TO BREATHE BEFORE I WRITE THIS LONG POST. DANGGG! OKAYY BREATHE SOFY BREATHE!

okayy. today's my lucky lucky day im telling ya. i was at midvalley when i decided to drop by at sunway, just in case i meet 2AM like how i saw MTV VJ Utt the day before yesterday. while i was walking in front of the pyramid tower, boom! i met one of my bowling friend and asked him about what was he doing there. and...... HE SAID HE'S AN ESCORT FOR THE MTV WORLD STAGE ARTIST! i was all excited and asked him about whether are there any band called 2AM arriving today. and he showed me the schedule and it said that they'll reach KLIA at 10:20pm. i was like wth so freaking late? how can i stalk them?? so my decision to stalk them was 50-50.

so i asked my parents whether they will let me stalk them. they only let me if my dad send me to sunway hotel so it'll be safer since there's alot of ppls at night. so yeahh, met the escort and he said they left the airport at around 11:15pm. so i waited in the pub until 11:45. while waiting i think i saw a few english bands like hoobastank and kasabian. im not familiar with them so yupp. haha. but i like their songs. :) when the performer in the pub started to sing "The Reason", all the english peoples started to cheer. hahaha. AND OMG I JUST REALIZED THAT TYSON FROM ALL AMERICAN REJECTS WAS THERE TOO SITTING BESIDE US. HAHAHA. NO WONDER HE LOOKS FAMILIAR. I DIDNT KNOW THAT HE'S FROM ALL AMERICAN REJECTS THAT TIME. LOL

i went outside after that and waited for 2AM until about 12:40am but i never see them yet. they were supposed to arrive about an hour before. my dad told me they might reach at the hotel already when we were in the pub earlier. because he said when i was waiting outside, he saw some korean/chinese peoples (which he thought it was 2AM) were there at the pub talking with the american and english singers. so i tried to show 2AM's pics to my dad to confirm that was it them at the pub that he saw. he said one of the guy has a mohawk hairstyle and speaks good english. AHHH NOW I KNOW, MY DAD SAW VJ SEAN! NOT 2AM! HAHAHA.

then i thought of going back already since 2AM might already reach the hotel earlier. but then i saw this one group of chinese girls at the lobby. they look like they were waiting for someone. so i told my dad, last chance to ask them whether they're waiting for 2AM too. so i asked them and they said YEAH. hahaha. im so lucky that i've asked them that time. one of the chinese girl told me that they all went to the airport when 2AM arrived and tried to follow them but didnt manage to catch up with their transport. the girl told me that they actually went to the airport the day before to ask the korean air about flights time from korea to malaysia. so i guess thats how they know about 2AM's arrival at the airport. i told the girl that i've waited at the hotel for almost 2 hours and didnt see them at the hotel yet.

while we were talking and when i had decided to go back home, KWON AND SEULONG WITH THEIR MANAGER AND SOME COORDI NUNAS CAME DOWN TO THE LOBBY! OMGOMGOMG. I STONED FOR A WHILE THERE SINCE IT WAS MY FIRST TIME SEEING THEM. KWON WAS WEARING A BLACK SINGLET AND SEULONG WAS WEARING A BLACK V-NECK SHIRT. AND I DIDNT KNOW HOW GOOD LOOKING THEY WERE. ASDFGHJKLKJHGFDSA WE ALL CANT STOP LOOKING AT THEM WHEN THEY'RE WALKING. I GUESS THEY KNOW THAT WE'RE FANS. HAHA

so we all followed them and we were just behind them. they were looking at us at first since i guess they thought that there will be no fans at night waiting for them. they walked out of the hotel and stop outside MOS and take a look at MOS from outside for a while and started to walk again. they were walking to the restaurants opposite of the hotel. while we were following, kwon stopped in the middle of the road and tried to took pics and almost got hit by a car but the coordi nuna pulled him. omg, be careful kwon. he stopped at the side and took pics of the hotel and we were like beside him and so near to him. so i asked him whether we can take pics of him but then the coordi nuna doesnt allow us to take pics so he smiled and bowed at us. his smile, ahhhh! his smile is soo bright. hahaha.

then they all walked to the mamak restaurant and looking at some foods. i guess they wanna try malaysian foods but dont know which one. haha. kwon and some of the coordi nuna went to kfc after that while seulong and a coordi nuna were waiting for the foods. they're taking away some foods. i secretly snapped some pics but then his manager passed by me and he didnt allow me to take pics. there's one of this coordi nuna always passed by us and keep looking at me. i just smiled at her and she just smiled back. seulong and the coordi nuna were sitting down waiting for their foods. i just cant stop staring at seulong. he was looking at us. the coordi nuna too. but he's so good looking arghhh. after a while, they took away their foods and passed by us. one of the chinese girl gave him coconut. lol.

we followed them to KFC and saw them buying some foods. then they sat down at a place where we can see them from outside. seulong was sharing the coconut with the others. haha. so cute. :D they were eating and talking. there was once when i guess they were talking about us fans since they kept looking at us outside. AND THERE WAS ONE TIME, KWON DID AN EYE CONTACT WITH ME AND SMILED. WE DID EYE CONTACT FOR ABOUT FEW SECS WHILE THE OTHER WAS BUSY EATING. I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO SO I JUST STARED AT HIM AND BOWED AT HIM SINCE I WAS SO FREAKING SHOCKED. HAHA. HE LOOKED BACK IN FRONT BECAUSE THE OTHER CHINESE FANS STARTED TO LOOK AT HIM WHEN I BOWED. I SHOULDNT HAVE BOWED TO HIM! HAHAHAH SO WE CAN MAKE EYE CONTACT LONGER. LOL XP

while waiting for them, i bought some drinks for me and i thought of giving one of them some malaysian snacks. so i bought "TamTam (the crabmeat snack)" to give it to any of them. when they finished eating, they went outside to discuss where to go and seulong wanted to go back to the hotel. SO HE WALKED BACK TO THE HOTEL ALONE. KWON AND THE OTHERS WENT TO WALK TO OTHER PLACE. SEULONG TOLD HIS MANAGER THAT HE'LL CALL HIM ONCE HE REACH HIS ROOM. WHAT A GOOD BOY. HAHA.

SO WE ALL FOLLOWED SEULONG BACK TO THE HOTEL. HE WALKS SO FAST WHILE WE WERE RUNNING LIKE MAD TO CATCH HIM. HE HAS SUPER LONG LEGS MANNN. DAAANGG! WHEN WE REACH AT THE HOTEL, THE GIRLS TRIED TO CALL HIM TO CATCH HIS ATTENTION. BUT THEN HE WENT TO THE PUB BESIDE THE LIFT AND TALKED WITH ONE OF THE KOREAN MTV STAFFS. THEN HE WALKED OUT AND WENT TO THE LIFT. WE WENT TO HIM AND I GAVE HIM THE "TAMTAM" AND HE SAID THANK YOU IN KOREAN. THEN I SAID "SEE YOU TMR" IN KOREAN AND HE SAID "YEAH. SEE YOU TMR!" :D AHHH HIS SMILE SOO CUTEE! ASDFGHJKLKJHGFDSA.

THEN ONE OF THE KOREAN MTV STAFFS CAME TO US AND ASKED "CAN I ASK YOU GUYS A QUESTION? HOW DID YOU GUYS KNOW ABOUT 2AM COMING TO MALAYSIA?" WE'RE LIKE UH-OH DO WE NOT SUPPOSED TO KNOW? I SAID "WE SAW IT IN THE INTERNET AND ITS ALL OVER THE INTERNET. YOU CAN JUST GOOGLE SEARCH IT." AT THAT TIME SEULONG CAME DOWN AGAIN AND CALLED HIM "HYUNG! HOW DO I GO UP?" HAHAHA. YOU CUTIE SEULONG. THEN THE CHINESE GIRLS ACTUALLY KNEW WHO WAS THAT GUY. HE'S THE MTV KOREA PRODUCER! WOAHH. THEN HE CAME TO US AGAIN AND SAID "DID YOU GUYS KNOW THAT 2AM WILL BE ONLY PERFORMING FOR THE POST PARTY EVENT? SO ONLY PEOPLE WITH INVITATION CAN GO INSIDE THE POST PARTY." I WAS THE ONLY ONE ANSWERING MOST OF HIS QUESTIONS LOL. I SAID "YEAH WE KNOW. I GOT INVITED TO THE POST PARTY TOO." HE ASKED "OHH. HOW DID YOU GET THE INVITATION?" I SAID "I ACTUALLY KNOW THE HOTEL BOSS AND HE GAVE ME THE INVITATION FOR THE POST PARTY EVENT." HE SAID "OH. THERE'S SOME CONNECTION WITH YOU HUH?" HAHAHA. THEN HE WENT BACK TO THE PUB AND SAID GOODBYE AT US. HE WAS ACTUALLY A NICE GUY THOUGH. I THINK HE TOLD US SOME OTHER THINGS BUT I FORGOT WHAT WAS IT. HAHA. I WENT BACK AFTER THAT SINCE ITS ALREADY LATE. LOL

3RD DAY OF STALKING 2AM WAS A SUCCESS! NYAHAHAHAHAHA

*EDIT: OMG HOW CAN I FREAKIN FORGET THAT WHEN I ASKED KWON FOR HIS AUTOGRAPH, I WAS ACTUALLY HOLDING THE ALBUM FOR HIM TO SIGN BUT THEN HE ACTUALLY PLACED HIS HAND ON MY HAND WHEN HE WAS SIGNING! ASDFGHJKLKJHGFDSA I DONT KNOW WHETHER HE REALIZED IT OR NOT BUT YEAHH, I STONED FOR A WHILE THERE. HAHAHA. OH MYYY. :D

i didnt think of stalking 2AM today since i dont know their schedule at all. so i thought of just taking my stuffs that i left last night in pam unnie's room. pam told me that 2AM went to breakfast the same time they went for breakfast. and i love seul ong being nice to pam, saying hi to her. lol.

pam and her friends checked out today. and we saw a few artists at the lobby. the other 2AM fans that i met on the 1st day of stalking 2AM were there too. i thought of waiting to see 2AM for the last time at the lobby but when i heard that they'll be having a fanmeeting somewhere, i decided to follow them. im such a stalker. lol.

while waiting for them, i told nawar that there's this one guy standing beside us he looks so familiar. and i asked nawar, "isnt he the VJ at last night concert?" and IT WAS HIM. LOL. he's really cute in person. his hairstyle reminded me of wooyoung's again&again hairstyle. so i asked to take pics with him and he said "okayy sure! but do you know me?" i said "yeah. i saw you yesterday at the concert." and he was like oh yeah! hahaha. that cutiee. so we took pics with him and even selca pics! wootwoot! :D after we took pics with them, some other 2AM fans started noticing him and went to take pics with him. im not sure whether they do even know him. looool. then he asked us which korean celebrity do we like and some of us said lee minho, shinhwa, 2PM blablabla. he said khun is the best in korea now. he asked us "how about 2AM? dont you guys like them?" then we're like of course we do! duh-uh hahaha. and then we told him we wanna see 2AM but they already left for the fanmeeting. he whispered to us saying "2AM haven't leave the hotel yet. shhhh! and they're going to the fanmeeting soon." we were like 0_0. hahahaha. thank you so much VJ Sean for telling us! :D after talking with us he had to continue doing some things so he said bye and thanks. oh yeah there was this one korean girl came to him and asked for his autograph. i heard that they were talking in korean about 2AM's fanmeeting. so after he signed, i went to her and asked her whether is she going to the fanmeeting. she said yeah she's waiting for them to come down to go together to the fanmeeting. i asked her whether she knows where the fanmeeting will be held in. she doesnt know about it. at first i thought she was a 2AM fan, it turns out that she's their translator. LOLL. thats why i was wondering why did that girl followed 2AM everywhere when they were shopping at KLCC. okay KLCC story later.

then we saw VJ Utt came out from the lift and then went to check out. there was this lady (she looks a bit old) which i dont know who, went to talk with Utt and she kissed Utt on the lips. we were like EEWWW WTH, who was THAT lady? maybe its their tradition to kiss people on the lips when they meet each other. LOL. haha. after he checked out, one of us asked to take pics with him. so we all took pics with him together. :D he looks like he's having a hangover. maybe too much drinking the night before? lol.

i decided to pay for my car valet first, so that when 2AM comes down, i'll just go straight to my car and follow them from the back of their car. so i went to pay and then i saw VJ Sean outside smoking. before i went in to the lobby again i asked him "are you going back today?" he said yeah and i cant recall back what other things he said. lol. he's a nice person and he talks alot. :)

so after a while, pam and her friends decided to go back home. we met again later after i found out where 2AM are really going. after few mins after pam and her friends went off, 2AM came down wearing blue and white uniforms. oh myy so good looking. rawrrrr. so some of the malay fans went to them and asked for a group picture. some of the fans get to take pics with all of the 2AM members. OMG I WANT IT TOO! :( but then their manager doesnt let the fan to take pics anymore. so when the fans are busy taking pics of changmin, i went to seulong and gave him my present to him. he said thank you and smiled. omg i seriously melt that time. ASDFGHJKL. OMG I WAS SOOOO FREAKING HAPPY WHEN HE WAS WALKING TO THE CAR AND I SAW HIM HOLDING MY PINK VICTORIA'S SECRET BAG ON HIS RIGHT HAND. ROFL. HOPE HE LIKES MY PRESENT. HEHE

i quickly went into my car and started the engine. while waiting, i saw that the chinese fan girls tried to ask the taxi cab driver to follow 2AM's car but the taxi driver doesnt want to. so yeahh, i followed their car. all the 2AM boys were in a mpv car and the other korean staffs were in a van. the funny thing is that there's this luggage bag with a JYP sticker that says "JYP Leader" clearly at the back of the van. LOOOL. they want people to know they're from JYPE and want ppl to stalk them? hahaha. funnayy.

so it turned out that they're having a fanmeeting at KLCC. i saw them coming out from the car with some of the cameraman from MTV Korea filming them. so i quickly drive to the parking and ran to the entrance that they came in from. and there were soo many entrance so i didnt get to find which entrance that they entered. i tried to find them everywhere but they were no where in sight. i started to give up and called pam and met up with pam and her friends in front of kinokuniya. pam's friends wanted to go into kinokuniya so me and pam discussed about finding 2AM. we decided to find the van and the MPV car that they rented and ask the driver about their schedule. but we went to eat at food court first because we were too tired and hungry. we ate and talked for about 2 hours and pam and her friends decided to go back since we dont know where to find 2AM already. after we dismissed, i went to find the entrance again to see whether the van and the mpv car are still there. when i was walking down the escalator, pam called me and asked me to come up quickly at the same place that we had dismissed. so i ran up again and asked pam what happened. she pointed at the chinese fan girls who tried to ask the taxi to follow 2AM's car earlier at the hotel. they were like waiting for 2AM and discussing something with each other. we waited for a few mins and suddenly 2AM CAME OUT FROM THE TOILET! THEY WERE WEARING DIFF T-SHIRTS FROM WHAT THEY WEAR BEFORE THEY LEAVE FROM THE HOTEL. I GUESS THEY WENT TO CHANGE AND JUST FINISH THEIR FANMEETING. i was like FINALLY! hahaha.

so yeah, we followed them from behind but we were like spying on them instead because we were quite far from them. they went a floor down and when we went a floor down, we didnt see them anywhere. we were trying to figure out where they went, so we just walk to the center and couldnt find them anymore. i was like ohh noo, i missed them again. after few mins standing at the center like ppl who have no where to go, pam said to look behind me and THERE they were walking to the escalator. i didnt want them to see me or either of us but seulong saw pam and pam said that seulong gave her the knowing look. oh nooo. hahaha. so since they saw us already, we followed them slowly from behind. i was tryna follow seulong since i only saw the 3 other boys together without seulong. when i was walking i lost them, but suddenly i saw kwon at the ring booth. and the manager saw me and gave me the knowing look too. i was like ohh shit, he saw me. haha. but i tried to act cool (which i cant) and followed kwon slowly from behind.

then i thought that i saw changmin and jinwoon walking by their own without any coordi nunas or staffs. so i went up a floor and i missed them again. then i went to find kwon again and he's busy trying out rings. i secretly took some pics and his manager is freaking scary since he was like trying to look out for fans. so yeah, the translator girl that i mentioned earlier, was there too with kwon and his manager and some coordi nunas. i just knew that time that she was the translator for 2AM. loll. when kwon and the staffs start to walk again, i quickly ran downstairs and saw them but they were right beside me. so i tried to hide and when i tried to find them again, they were gone. sighh

so i decided to call one of the chinese fan girl to ask where she is since she and her friends were following changmin and jinwoon that time. i went to find her then i saw changmin and jinwoon buying some chocolates. the chinese girls were at the side watching them. lol. i was at beside the escalator and suddenly i saw kwon and seulong with the staffs a floor below me and they went up the escalator. they went into some shops before meeting up with changmin and jinwoon. then they went into a post card shop. they were in there for quite a long time. but then i saw seulong walking alone to a souvenir shop so i followed and sneaked and saw him from outside. and i think he saw me. sighh. so embarassing but i cant help it though. hahaha.

okay so seulong walked back to the post card shop and they all started to walk again. they went into this jungle trek place beside petrosains (i guess) and they were looking at some stuffs inside. seulong was soo busy with his handphone. he went inside and just talk on the phone at the corner while the rest were looking at some stuffs. the others went out after a while and seulong was still walking back and forth at the corner talking on the phone. he was like looking at us and then look away quite a few times. loll. but i guess i was the only one there watching him since the other fans went to follow the other 3 boys. and seulong didnt realize that all the other boys and staffs already went out and he was busy walking back and forth again & again while talking on the phone. hahah. when he realized he quickly went out and ran to the staffs. i think one of the coordi nuna "accidently" hit his legs and he was like owww-ing. haha. so cute. and the coordi nuna hit him again and he was like owww-ing like mad. loll. that cutiee.

while they were walking, they stopped at this toy machine where kids put in 1 ringgit to ride on it. hahaha. they were taking pics with it together with their coordi nunas. seulong was so cute that time posing like a cute boy. kwon too. :) then they started walking again and stopped at starbucks to sit and drink for a while. seulong went to a shop nearby alone and some of the fans started to go to him and asked for signatures and took pics with him. when his manager saw him with the fans, his manager quickly went to him and trying to stop the fans from taking his pics anymore. after that, seulong went to talk on the phone again, i wonder who was he talking to. his gf?? hahaha lol. me n my wild imagination. :P so they sat and chit chatted for a while and when the manager and jinwoon went to buy drinks, the chinese fan girls tried to ask the manager on taking a group pics with 2AM. but the manager wont let and the chinese girls got pissed. im not sure what did their manager said but they were really pissed that time until they walked away from starbucks.

i just sat at a bench alone beside starbucks and the only one i can see was changmin since a pole blocked my view from watching the other 3 boys. haha. changmin kept on looking at the fans and everytime when he looked, i tried to look away from him because i was hella embarassed, i dont know why. hahaha. then changmin and his manager went somewhere to shop i guess. and jinwoon went somewhere with one of the coordi nuna. so only left seulong, kwon and 2 of the coordi nunas. they were just talking and talking. while waiting for them, i ran to kinokuniya to buy a marker pen for them to sign on the album. after waiting for them for a while, they finally stood up and i quickly walk towards them and asked for signature. seulong was in front of kwon, so i asked for his first. AND THE FREAKING NEW MARKER PEN INK COULDNT COME OUT SINCE ITS NEW. OMG HOW CAN I FORGET ABOUT THAT. I SHOULD HAVE TRIED THE MARKER PEN AND PRESS THE MARKER PEN FIRST SO THAT THE INK WILL COME OUT. SO SEULONG TRIED TO PRESS IT ON THE ALBUM SO THAT THE INK WOULD COME OUT. I WAS LIKE "OH NO. ANDWAENEUNDE, ANDWAENEUNDE." AND HE WAS LIKE "ANDWAENEUNDE. ANDWAENEUNDE" AND LAUGHED. OMG SO EMBARASSING. HE SAID TO BORROW FROM THE GIRL WHO HAD ASKED THEM TO SIGN BEFORE. AND KWON TOOK MY MARKER PEN AWAY AND TRYING TO PRESS THE MARKER PEN ON THE STARBUCKS TISSUE. and... HE DID IT. OMG SO EMBARASSING BUT THANKS KWON! YOU SAVED MY LIFE FOR A WHILE THERE. LOLOLOL

so seulong signed and asked for my name to write it on the album. then kwon signed and he wrote this *^___^* beside my name. lol cute. and i thanked them for that. then they walked downstairs and went into isetan and waited at a bench beside the isetan entrance. they were waiting for changmin and jinwoon to come. the chinese fan girls started to gather around them and asked them for signatures and photos while me and the other 2 malay girls were talking a bit further from them. when the chinese girls all went outside, we went nearer to them. i mean really near. we were like opposite of the boys and they're facing us while they're sitting down and we're just standing there like a pole. hahaha. kwon was busy taking pics with his polaroid camera with the coordi nunas and seulong. seulong doesnt seem to like taking pics, he was busy with his phone. texting this time i guess. i saw kwon made his diva face when he take pictures. soo cute. haha

and yeah its kinda awkward for me to stand opposite of them while they were taking pics. seulong was busy looking around and with his phone. our eyes met sometimes but i couldnt stare at his eyes because i was too embarassed and shy! hahah. omg. and one of their coordi nuna looks friendly and cute too. oh wait, i forgot to write that I THINK I SAW HER HUGGING SEULONG EARLIER AT THE ESCALATOR. :SSS I GUESS MAYBE ITS MORE LIKE A NUNA DONGSAENG HUG? HMM. well, after a while, changmin and their manager came and i quickly went to changmin and asked for his autograph. I SOO LOVE HIS ENGLISH. HAHAHAHA. i said "can i get your autograph?" he said "sure. whats your name?" ahhhh his english! :DD then some other girls came and asked for his autograph. his manager tryna stop them but i guess he gave up. i guess he's too tired saying "im sorry im sorry" all the time because he doesnt want the fans to take their pics. so he sat beside seulong and just watch the fans and he sang slowly "im so sorry but i love you (Big Bang's song)" wahahaha. and i actually heard that. so i turned at him and laughed at him. kwon heard him too and saw me laughed. so kwon looked at me and he laughed too. at that time my body stoned! he was sooo cute! hahaha.

after changmin had signed for all the fans, he went somewhere again. i think he went outside. and yeah, i actually went to talk to their manager. i dont how i got the guts to talk to him. hahaha. i asked him in korean whether seulong already saw the gift that i gave him earlier at the hotel. his manager couldnt understand me at first but weirdly kwon understand what i was saying. so he tried to explain to his manager and the coordi nuna told me that its in the car. and i told the manager and seulong that the gift is my malaysian bowling t-shirt that i wear for tournaments and told him that i'm a national player for malaysia. his manager was like "really? what sports do you play?" i said "bowling." and he asked me how much is my average. i said about 220+. he was like wow-ing. ahaha. i told his manager that the shirt might be a bit small for seulong because its M size. well i accidently said S Size at first and seulong was like "S Size?? how can i fit S Size?" hahahaha. i said "oops sorry. M Size M size" hahaha. he was laughing and laughing that time. LOL

then his manager went somewhere again and we waited again for jinwoon to come. kwon busy taking pics with his polaroid camera and seulong busy looking around and playing with his phone. i dont know why im too embarassed to look him in his eyes. hahaha. oh well, after few mins, jinwoon finally came and showed the boys and the coordi nunas his new ring that he just bought and some other stuffs. when im about to go to jinwoon to ask for his autograph, the chinese girls went to him first and asked for his autograph. when the time he was about to sign my album, his manager called him to come out already because their car was waiting outside. so he didnt get to write my name. :(( after he signed my album, i went out and look at the other boys who went in the car earlier. seulong and changmin were sitting behind and i cant see them because the sunscreen is too dark. so i can only see kwon since he's sitting in front and the door's not closed yet. then jinwoon came and went into the car. before his manager went into the car, i waved at them and jinwoon bowed and smiled and waved back. i almost died that time. he's smile tooooo cute seriously. kwon was waving too that time. at that time, the mtv korea producer saw me. he was like "its you again!" hahahaha. i can become friends with him though, he's friendly. lol. i said "yeah. you have to understand us. i just couldnt help myself. im sorry." hahahaha. and one of the malay girls asked him to bring them again the next time and bring 2PM together. he said maybe, who knows. hahah. i think he'll remember me forever because he saw me 3 days in a row and actually talk to him from the first day we saw him. lol. :P when they all were in the car already, i waved at them again and to the korean translator (she was sitting in front at the passenger seat). she was nice alright to wave back. haha. i think i saw seulong waving back too since i saw some waving movements at the back when they started to leave. awww. now i miss them already. :(( i'll edit with photos again later.


FINALLY, AFTER 1 WEEK I'VE COMPLETED THE 3RD DAY OF STALKING POST. HAHAHA. SORRY ITS TOO LONG BECAUSE ITS VERY DETAILED. HAHAHA.

OKAYY NOW I REALLY HAVE TO BREATHE IN AND BREATHE OUT AGAIN. DANGGG!

I guess today was my another lucky day again. MTV World Stage was alooot of fun with Hoobastank, All American Rejects, Boys Like Girls, Pixie Lott, Kasabian bla bla bla. it was very hot and everyone was sweating like hell. it rained 2 times and luckily they gave us a raincoat. lol. met alot of people that i knew there. especially bowlers and some peoples from my college and high school. during the malaysian band performance, we saw 2AM at the back of us on the balcony at the platinum zone. we screamed like mad and waved to them. they were wondering at first but then kwon waved at us back. lol haha. people at the back of us were wondering who were we waving to and they're like "are we crazy or something?" hahaha. so our MTV world stage is not in front anymore, its at the back where 2AM are standing. haha. jinwoon was like head banging all the time and doing his 'rock' hand sign almost all the time. how cute. i cant even do head banging as long as him. so dizzy lol. looks like he enjoyed watching the concert soo much. i can see that he loves rock so much, and i can see that his favourite band is hoobastank. he enjoyed it really much when hoobastank performed. i didnt see the others anymore after some of the rock bands performed. only jinwoon was standing and doing head banging. but changmin looks cool with his sunglasses and seulong too.

there was this one time when one of pam unnie's friend went near them to take pics of kwon and seulong. kwon was okay with it and he posed for the camera but his manager wont let her take pictures. so the photo ended up kwon doing peace sign and smiling while his manager was pointing at her camera to not take pictures of them. the picture is seriously damn funny, i laughed like crazy. hahahah. :P kwon can be manly and girly sometimes. but he still look cute though. haha. and they got to eat satay! they must love it alot because they ate quite alot of satays. haha.

while waitin for the next band to perform, me and tasha decided to go ask jinwoon about taking his pic. i waved at him and he smiled back. lol. i asked him whether i can take pics but he doesnt seem to like it or he doesnt want to take pictures. we understand though, dont worry jinwoon.

and im halfway dead after hoobastank performed, i felt like fainting when all american rejects perform. some of the boys next to me were hella mad. they seem to be high on drugs. lol. it looks like it. so after all american rejects performed, me and pam unnie went back to the hotel room to take shower before we go to the post party. kasabian was up next after all american rejects but alot of ppl left the surf beach already. poor kasabian. we went back and shower and went out again to the post party. there were alot of ppl still. OH AND YEAH, WE BUMPED INTO ONE OF THE HOOBASTANK MEMBER WHICH I DONT KNOW THAT HE'S FROM HOOBASTANK WHILE WAITING FOR THE LIFT. he smiled to us and he was tryna talk with an indian guy who was smoking in front of the lift. he asked the indian guy whether he's doing well or not. and the indian guy was like ignoring him. LOL SO FUNNY ROFL. so he smiled again and we went into the lift. it was all quiet in the lift since both of us didnt dare to talk anything with him. well, i dont know who he was that time. hahaha. sorry! lol

we went into MOS and ate for a while and then we went to the dance floor and saw 2AM was performing that time. we were like running to get in front of them. haha. we were so close to them when they were performing and i took some pics (which most of it are blur) and videos. i'll post it up soon later. they performed so sick by neyo, this song by them (changmin said that they'll perform a friend's confession but they performed 'this song' instead. lol) and another korean song which i always heard artists sing that song but i dont know the name. haha. when VJ denise was interviewing them, i waved at jinwoon and he smiled a big smile to me. omg his smile and his eyes, h-o-w c-u-t-e!

after they performed, people start to dance on the dance floor. then i saw the mtv korea producer at the stairs. i went to him and said hi. and asked him whether 2AM will be going back the next day. he said yeah they are. then i asked him whether he knows their schedule tmr. he said he cant tell but yeah they will be having a schedule the next day. i said its okay thanks for telling. lol. he was already nice enough to tell infos about 2AM. thanks anyway, mr producer! hope to see you again next time! :)

actually i had to go back after 2AM perform but when i met my dad outside, he said okay he'll give me another about 30 mins for me to see 2AM. i was all excited and went in again with pam. and DID YOU GUYS KNOW WHO I SAW ON THE DANCE FLOOR?! OMG IT WAS KWON, SEULONG AND JINWOON DANCING ON THE DANCE FLOOR. LKJAFKLASJFAKLJFALSKJFJH. we quickly ran to them and danced with them. lol. kwon's dancing is super funny as usual. he loves to do funny dances haha. seulong and jinwoon just love watching kwon's funny dance. lol. so yeah we were dancing with them and enjoying that time the most. haha. there are some other fans who were dancing with them too. anyway, the 3 of them look like they clubbed alot before hahaha. jinwoon looks like he went to clubbin alot too before. haha. while kwon was busy taking pics with some of the fans, i whispered to seulong and asked him whether the malaysian snack (Tam Tam) that i gave him yesterday was nice or not. i had to whisper to him 2 times since its so noisy. lol taking the chance to talk to him a bit more. hahaha. he said "yeah its very nice. thank you." lol i thought i was going to die at that time. hahah. and i cant remember why i high fived him. loooool. i must remember it back. hahaha. well, aaannndd, I GOT TO TAKE PICS WITH SEULONG AND KWON!! when seulong placed his hand on my shoulder when we take pics, my heart just went dupdupdup non-stop. hahahaha. and pam unnie's phone wasnt working at that time so he just placed his hand on my shoulder for quite some time until we took pics. lol. im soo happy. haha and its still weird that jinwoon doesnt let the fans take pics of him. he'll just do his "no" hand sign and say no no no. and not to forget his smiley + sad face too when he did that. hahaha. oh yeah, there was this girl who wanted to take pics with their manager. lolll he didnt understand what she says at first but we know the answer already. a big NO-NO. haha. so they danced a while more and went up back upstairs to the artists lounge. but they were still watching people dancing on the dance floor. i think they wanted to dance more but the manager wont allow i guess. lol poor them. i had to go back after they went up so the story is finished for today. i might edit more if i remember some more things about today. lol

okayy this sucks.

im so freaking tired lately. im really going to go on a holiday for a week or two after the world womens championships. been training.too.much. i think i get easily pissed with alot of people this last few days. please understand that im just too stressed with training. i just cant control myself when im stressed or tired. im sorry. i wish i could just hug someone or anyone and just cry it all out. i dont know why im really sensitive nowadays. the only way i can do is just cry in my room before i go to sleep. thats the best way to let it all out.

now i understand people who laughs and smiles alot on the outside, actually have alot of sorrows and sadness shown on their eyes and inside of themselves. i have just realised im experiencing it now.

my mood swings have been REALLY bad lately. i guess im too tired and too stressed with training now. im sorry if i made anyone angry the last few days. please don't take it to heart. and i really wanna say what i've been keeping from myself since quite a long time ago. i've kept it too long, i just cant keep it any longer.

why cant you understand how i feel? :(

haven't write long posts for a long time. i'll just write some reviews from my previous days and tournaments.

well, world ranking masters was a really good experience for me. still cant believe that i won. and thanks to everyone who had supported me and to those who congratulated me. thank you so much! :)
the bowling alley looked a bit 'antique'. it seems pretty old and its opposite a zoo! wanted to go and see the zoo, since everyday they were alot of cars and peoples. but but we have no time to go. :( BOWLING ALLEY'S CHAIRS ARE STEELS! OMG. i got a big bruise on my leg because of it.
okay, back to bowling. first day was ogayy, was in 8th position. at first, i was just hoping that i could qualify for the top 8 positions and just try to kick asses one by one. so the 2nd day, i was on the lead for about 6 games? because of the one low game (blame the stupid pair of lane), i dropped to 2nd position. then the 3rd day, everyone was bowling well but i think my scores were higher the last few games. the first few games were like okay okay but not good enough. oh yeah! i remembered that i just needed a spare to lead all the 3 blocks but i got a split. sighh. i dont even know that i just had to spare to be in the lead. it was 6 pins difference. it was sooo close. i could have get extra money if i lead but no luck. oh well. the last day, met patricia luoto in the quarterfinals. then, ghislaine in the semifinals. first match on medium was pretty close. 2nd match was, uhh too far away. 277-215. :S i got to say that she's damn good on short oil. well, she struggled a bit in the 3rd match on medium pattern.
when i was bowling in the finals, my mind kept replaying this question "OMG! im in the finals?!". hahaha. tina bowled really good on both patterns in the quarter and semi finals. so a bit nervous about that. and yeah, won the first game on medium pattern. second game on short oil pattern was pretty hard since the ball wont come in like it used to before. a bit oily i should say. both of us actually struggled to hit the pocket. so, coach made this decision where i wasn't really confident about it at first. he asked me to change to the other ball that hooks a bit more and had actually asked me to move from bowling on the outside line to inside line. coach was like, "just try to remember how you used to train on the short oil pattern from the inside line back at home." i told him i wasn't confident about it but i just thought of throwing a good shot because it may work. didn't hit a good shot at first. then, the last frame i was pretty nervous because i needed a double strike to win. and it worried me more when i didnt hit the pocket after i changed to inside line. finally, i got a solid strike in the pocket and the second strike was a bit high. but who cares. i won already! hahaha. i was really really thankful to my coach that time and even to shalin, zandra, alex, zul and unc bc for supporting and shouting out loud for me the whole game. and to those other who supported me too. :)

ohh and, I LOVE MY ROOMMATE! haha. eunjung unni, you're the best roommate ever! hahahaha. she complained that those who roomed with her before, always win. lol. and i love her cheerful character. she's just.. so lively. in the morning, she'll just jump onto my bed and keep on jumping to wake me up. oh yeah, she cooked spaghetti for us to eat, supported me, even took care of me everytime. except when i was with my teammates. she's just the best older sister that i can depend on. THANK YOU EUNJUNG UNNI! YOU'RE THE BEST! :)

okay this is the end i promise. i just had to say that one of the driver was really cool! hahaha. his slang when he speaks english was so italian-english. and i promise it was maddd funny and cute! he's a funny guy too. we love to make fun of him and.. he knows about kuala lumpur! ahaha. i should have recorded when he talks because the way he talks english was super super cute man! so slang-ish. hahaha. ok i'll end this with a big thank you to everyone. thank you! :)

training sucks big time! been running everyday now. if i dont lose weight, i'll just poke my fats out. hahaha

when and where can i find you, my Mr. Right? my little heart doesn't want to get hurt again. :(

i just can sigh.. acting that im okay really hurts..

what another boring weekend. i feel like travelling. :S

dont know why but i feel so lonely nowadays. sighh. i dont know what or who i want now.

and you seem to be erasing me, day by day..

look at what make-up have done to me.




how is it? cool right? i really like the make-up. it shows the fresher look of me. and i have been finding this type of make-up for my face for a long time. i really love it. :D
well, the story was i was pretty bored after my class so i went to msn. went to buy some drinks and saw jerusha and wanie at casa 1. jerusha's friend was promoting this make-up course that teaches ppls how to do make-up. so i got interested and waited for his friend to come and tell us about it. his friend came and talked about the course and the make-ups and started to do make-up on my face. well, everyone was looking of course! even tan boon heong saw it. so embarassing but at least i liked it and they praised me about my new look. hahaha. :P



you dont love me anymore huh?

gahhhh! why do they always have problem in thailand when i want to go there la??!! always have rusuhan. last year was like that too during the world mens championships. but we still managed to go to thailand. maybe it was not that bad that time. i guess its really bad there now. sighh. we'll just have to wait for mtbc's final decision on not to go or to go. well, temporarily the trip has been cancelled. rahhhhhhhhhhh!

i've finally experienced sitting in my favourite car the Nissan Fairlady yesterday! thanks to someone for the ride! :D but dont know why everything in the car is in japanese language. i wonder how he can understand. haha. i wish to sit in that car again! hehe. and dato lee chong wei should sell his fairlady to me! his fairlady colour is damn cool la. hahaha. he bought the bmw 6 series (which is the first 6 series that i saw) and sold off his fairlady. i want i want!! :P

didnt go out the whole day today. my leg was too exhausted from ushering and escorting peoples on abg ayie's wedding last night. it was quite fun. and it was really fun to be with my cousins and families. i love you all! :D















i have a new love of my life. and he is....

BABY MASON!

sooo cute makes u wanna pinch him right? hahaha. his mother is a korean and his dad is a canadian. and he's an actor and a model too. he's really cheerful too. can see it from the pictures. he's a smart lil baby! :D








sighh. i seriously felt that you dont love me anymore.
alright then.
if this is what you want.

woohoo! thailand here we come! :DDD we just knew that we're going to thailand today. we will be leaving next wednesday and only have 2 and a half day to qualify. need to bring more money for the MQ's! and a rain coat! hahaha. since its songkran festival next week. AND.. im going to italy for world ranking masters and i have to pay for myself since nsc rejected to pay for my fundations. i was thinking on not to go but since unc bc told me that if i cancel, i might be blacklisted or something by wtba. so might as well just go and gain experience. right?

watched my bloody valentine and got freaked out like hell. hahaha. the ending was somehow crappy but still understandable. and that megan girl is really pretty. haha. :P

i watched the new MV by Big Bang and a new girl band called "2NE1" and its really cute. i especially like the girl with the weird hairstyle. she has a really cute face though. i like CL's rap. glad that she's the leader. and i love GD's "nah, that's not how we do it". :D

i love the starting! sandara & CL are so cute. hahaha. ~Lolli lolli oh lollipop, lolli lolli oh lolli lollipop~

just came back from alor setar for abg ayie and nakisha's wedding. the weather was soooo hot. abg ayie was sweating alot. he must have been really nervous. haha. congrats to them btw! next friday will be their wedding at shang ri-la hotel in KL. me & my cousins have to be the usherettes (is that how you spell it? haha). you should be thankful to your lovely cousins abg ayie! hehe. i need to find another baju kebaya or kurung for their wedding next week. the theme is grey. i need to buy it asap though. i dont wanna buy last minute like yesterday. was rushing like hell to buy the baju kurung before the roll-off. the theme was baby blue/turqouise today. and the best thing was going back to KL from alor setar should be like 5-6 hours drive. but it was only 3 hours plus from there to here. now you peoples know how i felt sitting in the car. too scary seriously.

woohoo! cant wait to get my money from the roll off. and i only can get it this monday. we're going to start to train at endah parade this monday! noooooooo! i hate it there. so boringg. and unc holloway said that we're going to have a lane for each of us to train on. sighh. thats soo crazy.

ate at the japanese restaurant today (recommended by zandra) which i forgot what's the restaurant's name. sooo nice and much much cheaper than sushi king. get to eat the japanese ice cream that we ate in japan. i really love that ice cream! :) but the price is a little bit expensive though.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIXIANG! 2 more hours and you're legal! woohoo! :D

i went crazy for a while today after i saw koo kien keat again. hahaha. and the other two badminton players. i was walking to my car and saw them came out from the basketball place. i guess they were playing basketball inside. when i passed by them, i think my brain got frozen for a while. after seeing triple K. hahaha. :P and i just kept on smiling the whole time when i drive. haha. but he's just too famous. just like a superstar.

went to mid valley and ate at dome cafe. i really cant win against kammi. he'll just keep asking me to drive although i asked him to drive. so stubborn. haha. luckily he belanja. but still so hard to take out his credit card. its like giving away his life. hahaha. :P

i didnt go to class today. i cant even wake up! it was raining outside. what a nice weather to sleep. haha. was supposed to go to gym too, but was too tired. went to eat at nandos with kamran since he's at sunway. he really love to eat nandos. which is the first time i heard that someone likes to eat nandos. haha. well, its my first time eating nandos, its quite nice too. like kamran said, he thinks that they put drugs on the chicken. haha. tmr lunch on u kammi! i dont care! hehe.

hear me sing! im singing the part where the middle guy sings. its my first time posting my singing here and facebook. hehehe. :D actually the first part where i sing is very low. so its quite hard to sing the low parts although i already sang it in higher keys.

gahh. i missed alot of single pin spares today. sighh. i could have been in the top 8 if i didnt miss my spares. shit la. now i have to bowl well in singapore open. well, IF i go. :( i have to stop missing all the spares already. if not uncle holloway will get really angry. "miss miss, i chop your head". that is his favourite word. haha

went to the game shop to help the singaporeans buy R4 for their nintendo DS. daphne bought a wii too! and amanda bought guitar hero for nintendo DS the original one. the one where they have the instrument together to play with the nintendo. and i get to try it tmr! weeee! hehe. but we have to support the malaysians tmr. sooo boring! i wanna sleep! :(

the pro bowlers came. and they bowled soo good. im starting to worry already.

went to mid valley for a while today to buy something. cant tell though. :P and i've started to think about crazy stuffs again. need to save money from now on. hahaha.

woahh everyone's bowling really good today. the lane condition seems to be pretty easy today. hopefully tmr will be the same?

need to go mid valley and one utama tmr. who wanna teman me? hehe

yayy. finally bowled another 700 series. 719. hopefully i'll stay in the top 3. another guy have shooted a perfect game just now. there goes the expensive watch. the first perfect game was the guy from india. and he got a camcorder. there goes all the perfect games prizes. sighhh.

gahhh! my new semester has started. luckily i dont have to repeat any subjects. yayy! but drawing fundamental 2 needs to spend alot of money for the yoken or kure color marker pens. and each of them are sooo expensive. who can donate some money to me? hahah. i think im gonna take 5 subjects this semester but i guess my mom will scream and ask me to take 3 or 4 semester. since its a long semester why dont i take more subjects this semester. i can do my elective subjects next semester. im gonna take choir & 3D modelling for my elective subjects. yayy! singing! i dont know why im so obsessed with singing nowadays. hahaha.

i guess now i know who's my first love. sighhh. this is just so random.

sighh. dropped to 4th position. need to bowl 700+! please no more pin 10 and pin 8! pin 7 too! thailand and hongkong came already. woohoo idol came! :P

alot of things happened today. i dont even want to interfere about the things that happened today but i ended up hearing more and more things that happened. sighh. well i just hope that you both will end up in a good situation. no more fighting please guys! be tough you both!

super junior finally made their comeback after 1 year and 6 months. finally! they're on hiatus for soo long. love their new song and concept. so catchy. they're back with the song called "Sorry, Sorry". totally love the dance! :D all of them are they except for kibum who went back to the US because his mom is sick. hopefully i can see all 13 of them perform together. its been awhile though.



and SNSD winning for the 9th time is just soo amazing! they broke the record! congratulations girls! :D tiffany in the beginning "listen shawty, shawty, shawty. super junior's back!" SM Town loveee! :D

bowled 723 just now. hopefully i'll stay in the top 3. i guess i need to bowl another 700 series to be in the top 3. sighh. the lanes are so difficult when it dries up. need to polish up some of my bowling balls.

today was rather another boring day. and another day i've waited..

malaysia open started today. only bowled 622 and 633. i need to bowl higher to qualify for the top 3! :( and my ligament sprained. sighh.

i owe someone mamak & nandos. you know who you are. you need to treat me nice restaurants! i dont care! haha

ahhh. i miss someone so badly. :((

an amazing performance by SNSD. this made me teared up. especially after seeing taeyeon sang. she was crying. wonder what happened to her. i dont know why but i felt really sad when i hear the song. leader himnae!

its been a while since i last blog. i've missed blogging already. :) just came back from japan 2 days ago. the weather was great eventhough its pretty cold. how me & jane wished that it will snow one day after it rains. hahaha. japan was funn but less shopping this year. it was a fun trip although i missed the cut by 3 pins. sighh. well i did my best though.

the DHC girls were super funny! especially the two young ones. how they imitate ju-on and have crazy heads. there was one time when we had our welcome reception and while i was going to take the japanese soba, the DHC girl came and shouted "Soba! Soba good!". i was like uhhh. yeahh good good! hahaha. she was really cute. :)

and.... i got my necklace already! yayyy! :D im gonna take good care of it. hehehe.

malaysia open is starting this friday. they change the format again this year. best of 2 MQ's for qualifying. each MQ's are 3 games. and the top 3 for local and overseas pool will be automatically qualified for the 2nd round. i wish i could be in the top 3 for qualifying. better chance to win moneyy. hehe :P

waiting, waiting and waiting like there's no tomorrow. should i wait even more? why is it so hard this time? its never been this hard on me. i wonder, who can erase the sadness in me?

gahhh. holidays are ending soooon. :( and i have tons of assignments that have to be done by monday. ;( i have to start doing them today.

haven't been blogging in a while. was quite busy during holidays. have to take care of the house while my parents were away to Surabaya for 5 days. and i get to meet my babyy. :D

"absence makes the heart grow fonder", baby's quote ;)

interstate and national champs finally ended. won the national champs but the stupid freaking article wrote that im lucky to win the title. what the hell? "Siti Safiyah should thank her lucky star", "Siti Safiyah can consider herself lucky that Cheryl was not able to play her best after injuring her right bowling thumb en-route to the stepladder final". go and die la please. this is not the first time i have won a tournament. aarrgghh! i feel like killing them right now with my hands!

yeah. a video to cheer me up. SNSD's live performance.

interstate have started today. got a gold medal for singles. :D maybe its just the beginning of the year? hopefully i'll win more tournaments this year. especially those international tournaments and official games.

tomorrow is the doubles event at 9am. T.T soooo early! have to wake up really early because of the traffic in the morning. will be bowling doubles with zatil. hopefully another gold medal tomorrow? :)

and yayy! now i know where's the korean plaza at. me & izrina rounded KL just to find the korean plaza after we went to times square to pick up my CD. we were too bored because its still early to go back, so i decided to find the korean plaza which i only know that its around Jalan P.Ramlee. so yeah, we try to find signboards with the road name. while waiting for the traffic lights, i saw a banner that says Korean Plaza in Menara Hap Seng. luckily i saw the signboard. if not then i'll guess we will just go round and round Jalan P.Ramlee there. haha. it is opposite shang ri-la hotel. when we finally found the place, we asked the guard that was outside. he said the korean plaza will only open on monday and friday. and i was like, oh freak! wasted my petrol to find the korean plaza. but now i know where it is finally. haha. and now i know where is petaling street too. i can go shopping in KL already! yayyy! :P

finally the roll off have finished. and we'll have another roll off on the 19th to 23rd again. i dont even know what is the roll off for. hope they dont add the overall scores to the roll off next week. oh yeah. i ended up 2nd position overall. so hope i can go to DHC!

finally im going to pick up my CD at times square tomorrow after waiting for the CD for almost a month. im definitely going to order SNSD's Gee album. cant wait till i get the album in my hands. :)

IMY ;(

ahhh! bowled soo bad today. bowled 129 & 143. wth??!#@#$$@%#@!#
they change the oiling again today. which is not gooood! i feel like stabbing myself with a knife now. how can i bowl so low??? now im in a dangerous situation although im still in 2nd place. have to bowl really well tomorrow. please dont do stupid things anymore sofyy! focus!

2nd againn today. bowled much better. the lanes were different from the last two days and the pin carries are totally siding me today although i still have alot of corner pins. the last two days pin carry was like shit. i got a game where i had only 2 strikes and the others were 9 pin spares. crazy right?

i dont want to go to gym tomorrow. have to go sooo freaking early! and class at 10am tomorrow. :(

SNSD Gee's MV is finally out! Weeeee! Love the song! The MV and the song are really cute and catchy. Every each of them looks so pretty and cute :D

2nd for today and 2nd overall. please maintain sofy for the next 3 days. interstate and nationals are starting soooon. maybe on saturday? must bowl well!

my drawing assignments are getting more and more! aarrgghh! HELP!!

i want my honey bunny! :(

i was supposed to go to class at 9am this morning but i was too lazy and decided to go for the 2nd session of class at 10am. so i went and took some notes, sat in the class for 10 minutes and out i gooo. hahaha. soo many assignments! although the assignments are interesting but i always have no time to discuss it with my team partners. :( i dont know whats going to happen to my drawing assignments that must be actually handed tomorrow. have a few more drawings to draw. but i dont feel like drawing nowadays. arrgghh!

today is the 3rd day of roll off and i lead for today. so im currently in 3rd position for 3 days of roll off. zandra 7 points, sharon 8 points, me 10 points, zatil 11 points, poh lai 13 points and jane 14 points. the lower the points, the better position you'll be. i really wasted my first day where i got last position. :( the roll off is for DHC Cup and maybe for world womens championships too. hope i'll bowl well so at least i can go to DHC cup. i dont mind if they dont select me for the world womens. as long as i can go to more tournaments this year. there would be alot of pressure if i get selected for world womens. especially pressure in sparing. :(

i miss youu "RAMLY"!! i miss you too much. :(

"to the world you may be someone, but to someone you may be the world." you mean the world to me love. :)

i'll still love you eventhough you had a crush on someone else or you're not perfect in your career or you dont love me anymore. :)

im starting to love karaoke again! :p went to karaoke at izrina's uncle's house and the sound system is how cool man. i should get a karaoke box in my room too. sang too much until coughing like hell. and the family are really good singers. made me feel embarassed to sing in front of them. haha. :p

while we were on the highway just now, aziem got summoned by the police because he drove past the speed limit. hahaha. serves him right. show off! :p i really dont like guys who love to show off. eewww!

i love you more and more x9348329489234982304998 every each day. :)

A Start for 2009.. Maybe?

ahh. okayy. i've start blogging again after 1828348349347849831909 years. i just had the mood to start blogging again. maybe a start for 2009? nahh. i dont think soo. haha. blogging is fun yes. but when the busyness strikes, the blog goes all empty. yeah i'll try to blog as much as i can. haha. Happy New Year 2009 people!